Trip to Walmart.

We’ve come to a time where a trip to Walmart is significant enough for its own post. That’s how slow the world seems to be moving around me since the pandemic.

The Walmart near me has designated the set of automatic doors at each entrance as either in or out and they’ve made sure it’s enforced by having someone stand out there, plus have wrapped yellow tape around the poles to have people go in the right direction. Inside, employees are all wearing masks and a voice on the loudspeakers occasionally gives some scripted message about being safe during the coronavirus. It’s eerie…but a good reminder to anyone who just might be starting to get complacent about this pandemic.

But judging by the amount of people wearing masks (nearly everyone from what I noticed) people are taking this seriously! No ones practicing the six feet distance from each other in aisles, but that’s pretty impractical in a narrow aisle. At least it’s being encouraged at the check-out lanes with stickers on the floor reminding people about keeping six feet between each other. Also, the lack of toilet paper also seems to show that people are still hoarding…and the closing time is 4 and a half hours earlier than it usually is.

Working from home.

Well, looks like I’m no longer going to have to leave the house for anything besides groceries. As of today, I can officially work from home.

What did it cost to be able to do so? A lot. Specifically however much this cost (take a guess…I can’t say it without feeling bad for my wallet!)

A reflection of the state of events due to the coronavirus.

Living through a major historical event like this is pretty crazy. One could argue it’s nothing compared to some historical events like the Great Depression, WW2, the moon landing and so on – but, to say this ongoing pandemic isn’t a major historical event that will be remembered years after like the rest of those is naive. Each of these historical events have their own distinct and unique characteristics obviously, and how the nation and people felt throughout each one also differs of course.

The feelings I’ve seen from people on the internet seem to vary. Like everything, this can also be examined from a socioeconomic perspective and by doing so you can see the impacts and emotional well-being of each groups. The well-off, from my time spent on the internet, seem to be enjoying this time with their family and being able to pass time with hobbies they weren’t able to give as much time to. The savings they’ve accumulated have given them peace of mind during this situation, and many in this category have jobs that can be done from home so there’s no worry of a lack of paycheck. This group would be the wealthy and upper-middle class.

The lower-middle class and poor, however, aren’t doing so well. Recent content on the internet seems to be largely filled with the fun that the folks at the top rings of the socioeconomic ladder showing what they’re doing to pass time, but if you scroll far enough you’ll see what those near the bottom are feeling. A week or two ago, celebrities who sang a song about giving up material possessions caused quite a ruckus. Folks who’ve lost their jobs and have been forced to take a pay cut were rightfully angered by wealthy people who are so blinded by their money that they can’t stop to think how this pandemic is affecting what would be the vast majority of Americans.

Right now, essential businesses are still open. This would include banks, pharmacies, gas stations, home repair stores, restaurants doing take-out/carry-out and drive-thru orders only and a couple others I may have missed. Most of these folks are well aware that those with jobs that aren’t minimum wage like theirs are in the comfy confinement’s of their home, away from the reach of the virus. Yet, they have no choice but to work to keep a roof over their head, and ironically are paid peanuts despite being called essential workers. “If we’re essential workers, why doesn’t their pay reflect that?” As an essential worker myself, I agree.

I have no choice but to go to work and risk getting the virus despite the vast majority of the world under lockdown and countries enforcing even stricter measures to keep people inside. Yet I have no choice but to put myself out around almost 50+ people everyday and be paid just a few dollars above minimum wage, and given a letter to show authorities that I’m an essential worker and to allow me to report to work. My work conditions don’t seem to be reflective of that of a essential worker either considering no gloves or masks are given to us despite us being in close proximity and touching objects used by other colleagues throughout our shifts. It’s not just me who’s experiencing this though, it’s essential workers in all fields that are currently open.

Now they’ve told us that a stimulus package will be passed and $1,200 will be given to adults and $500 for each child. $1,200 that some may not even see because they’re college students that are still considered dependents, despite living on their own and providing mostly for themselves. I’m not expecting a check, but I could use it to make sure I’m practicing the necessary measures to ensure this virus doesn’t spread.

The incompetence I’ve seen regarding this pandemic is so disappointing. Right now that’s what I feel the most: disappointment.

When the world comes to a stop.

A lot has happened since the last time I posted.

  • Global pandemic due to Covid-19 declared
  • The U.S. has declared a national emergency against the virus
  • I’m working a crazy amount of hours at work
  • And lastly, although this week was the week we were supposed to return back from spring break, they decided to extend the break into this week. And then starting from next week our university will transition into online classes until the end of the semester

Wow. A few other spotlight worthy things are the unnecessary hoarding of toilet paper and other paper products, although I suppose I could see why people would do this in order to get the goods from the stores before the virus spreads further. However, it’s ridiculous to take 5 or 6 huge bundles of toilet paper. To be honest the internet has been inundated with nothing but toilet paper talk, so I’d like to refrain from talking anymore about that!

Back to the world coming to a stop. Events are being cancelled back to forth, people are losing jobs, businesses are shutting down, and curfews are being implemented and people are being told to stay at home. It’s everything you’d expect to happen during a pandemic so it comes to no surprise since some of my classes have covered situations like this, and movies have even shown stories like this unfolding (albeit, with some extra drama added to it). But, at the same time it’s a bit surreal living through this.

Many people are relating this to the Spanish flu pandemic but I really hope it comes nowhere close to such a tragedy. Currently, Italy has been hit extremely hard and other countries are scurrying to prevent a strain on their health systems and prevent unnecessary deaths. As a healthy, young college student I am not at a high risk of this virus but I still think it’s critical for me to limit my outings and be careful as well. I’ll be fine likely if I contract it, but it’s the elderly who I’m worried about. The virus hit at the worst time possible (spring break) and a lot of college students are taking advantage of this holiday and cancelled classes to get in large gatherings and party at clubs and bars. That’s not my type of scene and I don’t have anything against it, but I really question their priorities if this is what they would choose to do during a pandemic.

As the world slowly comes to a halt, certain businesses (such as my job) are getting extremely busy and actively trying to recruit more people. So while some people will spend the next few days with not much to do, others will be busy their entire shifts and managers will be scrambling to get more people on board. It’s just incredible how drastically this virus affected each person’s lives differently. I don’t mean to imply this virus is impressive or good, of course. It’s just the scope of change in such little time that I find incredible…

That feeling when a pandemic ruins the entire year.

We’re just a couple days into March and the world is still feeling the affects brought upon by the coronavirus. The economic, health and psychological affects in particular are a reminder how volatile and fragile our society can be during times of stress. During the years of my life that I can remember, the biggest scares – in regards to diseases – were the Ebola virus and H1N1. Fortunately, America didn’t suffer the brunt of these viruses. And as far as I remember, it was an epidemic (eventually just an endemic) and the perceived severity of it went down fairly quickly. Unfortunately, thousands of people elsewhere had their lives taken by these viruses, and thousands more endured difficult years following these outbreaks while trying to remain healthy and return back to normal life.

The virus going around now, however, has a perceived severity and perceived susceptibility reading of “off the charts” everywhere. At least, that would seem like the case if you were to go by the content put out by the media and posts made by people on social media. Everyone is scared and worried about corona virus. And considering how the virus causes pneumonia, this is extremely scary for those with elderly relatives.

Economically, this virus has done a lot. Reservations for hotels, restaurants and airline tickets are being cancelled by nearly everyone. Events scheduled for this month are being cancelled like crazy, and even future events are being postponed even further because companies believe this virus won’t be going away anytime soon. I just want to say my heart goes out the most to the poor mom and pop shops whose sales have plummeted. As an entrepreneur you’re constantly aware of the risk, but a pandemic is not a risk most people factor in. A lot of businesses I’m sure have calculated that staying open is costing them more money and have opted to shut down instead. Having to dig into savings is rough, and I hope everything goes back to normal as soon as possible for their sake.

I also hope everything goes back to normal so no one has to worry about contracting the infection and spreading it to a family member, friends or others. The cases of deaths seem to be largely elderly patients but those with compromised immune systems are also succumbing to it.

And lastly, psychologically it’s scary how quickly people can spread a fake rumor and have everyone panic around the world. The toilet paper shortages in Japan and Australia due to a false claim that there was a shortage in the material for toilet paper since it’s from China. Masks are sold out nearly everywhere and it’s worrying to think that someone who may have the virus is unable to find a mask and is walking around exposing everyone unknowingly. All due to panicked people being selfish, but it’s difficult to blame them because we all know the mind just works differently in time of stress and fear.

At this point, who knows how this year will progress. Clinical trials for vaccines or medication are surely in progress but for those to be approved it could be a matter of months. It’s likely we won’t see any of these things until the end of this year or early next year. The safety protocols put into place are there for a reason so I’m confident we’ll come up with a working solution, but in the meantime hopefully this year isn’t entirely ruined. Wishful thinking is how I’m opting to spend this year!

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